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One Small Step At A Time
The weirdest thing is happening to me, and I am not sure I totally understand what or why. I have said before that I have an awful lot going on at the moment, yet I also have a sense of calm. I am not the wound up mess that, by rights, I could be and it is a little unnerving.
I am not saying that I have it all figured out, or that I am on cloud 9 all the time. Far from it, but I do, for the most part feel ok. In fact, I feel more than ok, I feel quite serene. Now you may be thinking, so what that is nothing unusual, but for me it is. I am a natural born worrier, but I am not worrying… all the time.
This is all wrapped up in the work I have been doing on my mindset. I am also naturally sceptical, so bear with me on this. I have been meditating, reading books about positive mindset and the law of attraction. I have two mentors that also work with me on reframing my words when I go to the natural ‘put myself down’ state and generally on putting myself in a positive state.
One of my mentors has been doing the 30 days of September challenge with me. Where I have been writing in here, on Medium every day, she has been going live on her page to talk about joy and has been living in a state of joy for the entire 30 days. Amazing to me, I haven’t quite managed that yet.