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Oi Universe… I Think I Get It!

Nikkie Jay
4 min readAug 9, 2019

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Do you need the power of positive thinking? Are you struggling to be upbeat in the face of adversity?

I know I struggle at times. I have been doing a lot of soul searching, a lot of reading, meditating and mindfulness exercises to try and put all the negative thoughts in my head to rest.

I am now perfect… Ok I’m not, but that was kind of my expectation. I thought, if I read enough of this stuff, do enough of the activities and meditations, surely I will rise to a higher plane and become zen and well, perfect. I haven’t, and I’m mad as hell.

Let’s face it, if I think I am rich, surely I should be rich? If I think I am beautiful, surely that means I am? What about having the perfect body, can I at least have that by really truly wanting it? Hmm, but what is rich, what is beauty and what exactly does the perfect body look like?

Ha, universe I have this covered, easy…

Rich = enough money to do what I want when I want. To buy anything my little heart desires.

Beautiful = looking like Kate Hudson, Mila Kunis, Thandi Newton or Audrey Hepburn or … ok, there are a lot of beautiful people, but I know beauty when I see it!

Perfect Body = Kate Hudson, Mila Kunis, Thandi Newton, Halle Berry, or my friend who teaches yoga. See loads of examples of…

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Nikkie Jay
Nikkie Jay

Written by Nikkie Jay

Tarot guide, author, witch and single mum

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